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I miss you on weekends
RebelWithASmile:
11/20
Mine and Bill's relationship is becoming more and more like this song... :'(
"Solitude"
How many times have you told me you love her
As many times as I've wanted to tell you the truth
How long have I stood here beside you
I live through you
You looked through me
Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you
How many times have I done this to myself
How long will it take before I see
When will this hole in my heart be mended
Who now is left alone but me
Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true
Everyone leaves me stranded
Forgotten, abandoned, left behind
I can't stay here another night
Your secret admirer
Who could it be
Ooh, Can't you see
All along it was me
How can you be so blind
As to see right through me
And Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you
Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true
and i just got a call from my ex, her mother just died....figures.
Today was a great day till post-school. I was walking with Bill, when he leaned against a locker and gave me one of those looks that says 'please leave, i wanna be with my new girl friend.' I knew he was 'in love' with a girl (friend of my ex's actually) but i had no idea that they were going out. I should be happy for him, but i'm just so pissed and sad.
today turned out to be crappy.
my poor ex, i hope she works things out
Shakesthecoffecan:
You should send a card. They'll appreciate it.
RebelWithASmile:
i was thinking about it. I think i will, since i'm not having thanksgiving this year >:(
RebelWithASmile:
ThanksGiving Weekend........
I didn't have a good day today (27th) my older brother visited, but he did nothing but bring me down. I felt very self-loathing, and i just don't know why. I miss Bill, its been 5 days. He sent me a email and he ended it 'write me back.' :)
I was so happy that someone wants to listen to me, most of all him. He's lending me a CD.
my favorite pro wrestler retired, and she was made fun of in her last match. A true tragic ending to a goddess.
I've cried a couple of times today, it just hasn't been my night.
my older brother refuses to watch Brokeback, he says he doesn't want to waste his time.
rather sad.
He's always been a little homophobic, but loving, but also very mean :laugh:
Shakesthecoffecan:
So I gather you have not come out to your family. I can relate to that, it is a lonely place.
But it will get better. ;D
Hang in there, you have lost of friends here who will listen to you.
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