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I miss you on weekends
RebelWithASmile:
thanks ;)
whats strange is that when Bill said 'i guess your a pretty nice guy' i had to look away or i was going to cry. I felt the tears coming, but i just shook his hand instead. It was a moment of weakness, i have them a lot. I'm listening to a sad song, why do i do this to myself? :laugh:
I'm coming out to my sister this Sunday, and i'm afraid as hell. She's bisexual.
Not to rant, but Bill's my inspiration. I want people to know how much i'm infatuated with him and that i don't have it as easy as they think. I'm tired of being misunderstood, as i always have been taken the wrong way.
**waits for Bill to Email back!**
Lynne:
--- Quote from: RebelWithSadness on November 28, 2006, 09:29:18 pm ---I'm coming out to my sister this Sunday, and i'm afraid as hell. She's bisexual.
--- End quote ---
Good luck with Sunday. I hope all goes well. Like shakes says, you have lots of friends here pulling for you!
-Lynne
Shakesthecoffecan:
Yes, good luck, it is not an easy thing but at lease you have a sister who can understand where your coming from.
I have posted somewhere else before, but back in the 90's there was this motivational speaker named Ianyla Vansant (?sp) who said something to the effect: "When you step off into the unknown you have to have faith your foot will land on something solid, or you will learn to fly."
I'll keep you in my thoughts.
Andrew:
Phoenix, I hope today was a good day for you. I feel for all the pain you've been going through lately. It's just always that way the first time you really fall in love.
I remember it so well. How I went over to Tom's just because I couldn't stand to be doing anything but walking towards him. And sat out in the hall outside his apartment because I was afraid he wouldn't want to see me, just happy to be close to him even though he didn't know I was there. Planning to leave quietly and go back home as soon as I could make myself. And how he finally came out suddenly and saw me, and was so surprised and gracious and worried that I had been outside and not knocked. And invited me in. And how that moment was the sweetest in my life till then, and made up for so much other worry and loneliness before and after.
Just hang in, it is really going to get better. As the school year goes along and you keep seeing your friend at school, those feelings will gradually make a place inside you that is as big as they are, so they aren't so squeezed and painful when they start to swell up.
Lumière:
In chorus with all the others, Phoenix, I hope you have a good talk with your sister. I hope you find in her, a person who understands and supports you. Whatever the outcome, good on you for embracing this important part of your being and reaching out to share with someone you care about. I hope when the time is right, you'll get a chance to open up to Bill as well .. :)
Shakes ~ I love Iyanla Vanzant. She is a very intelligent, inspirational woman. I have 2 of her books .. she possesses an amazing understanding of human nature. I'll post some of her words on my blog one of these days.
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