I DON'T think it was deliberate, but it was [ ] ...not quite completely accidental.
That's just such a heck of a combo to have in one's system at once. I may be really naive, but I am stunned that anyone would take that many serious drugs in a short time span. Most of them I have heard enough about that I would recoil from taking even one of them. To have mixed that many is beyond imagining for me, I would be so paranoid of what they would do.
He was a very intelligent man, and he surely must have known some of the bare minimum info on those drugs.
Elle, you have formulated exactly what I have been struggling with since I read that report. He *was* a very intelligent person, could hardly be oblivious to the controversies surrounding anti-depressants and their unpleasant effects and risks, the medical industry being accused of "pushing" medicaments at doctors and on to patients, the risk in general of combining types of medication and the need to ask one doctor prescribing you a drug what it'll do in combination with other drugs you're taking etc. etc. etc.
I just can't wrap my mind around taking so many different types of medication during a relatively short timespan....
Perhaps it's just my personal outlook. I'm always extremely cautious about any kind of medication and quiz the doctors trying to prescribe me anything whether it's truly necessary, what the exact effect is, what the possible risks are, and what it will do in combination with other drugs. And trust me - I've had my share of major medical crisis situations in my life so I've been there when it comes to taking medication (though not the types of drugs that Heath used). I've refused medication based on an overall evaluation of the pros and cons the doctors (and other medical information) have presented me with - though of course, never flying against expert opinions if the doctors insisted I *had* to take the drugs to avoid physical injury or worse.
At the end of the day, we are responsible for weighing the benefits and the risks of the drugs we take, make informed decisions.... and I just can't fathom someone as bright and gifted and knowledgable and intelligent and overall healthy as Heath downing all that crap that was in his system. Even if doctors prescribed them to him on various occasions. Even if he was having problems sleeping and feeling down. I simply honestly can't understand it. I'm not criticizing Heath here, I'm just totally baffled and confounded and very, very sad. What happened was a horrible tragedy. I just cant understand how that could happen.