I don't understand your reasoning, Scott. From what you have written here, I am getting that you don't think other people's lifes matter. I am sure that Susan's children weren't having a lot of fun as the cold dark water engulfed them.
Are you saying that there is no morality? That everything is acceptable on some level I am not understanding? So tying Matthew to the fence was not (on this cosmic level) an evil, cruel thing? and in fact he didn't suffer? or that his suffering doesn't matter?
What I am trying to suggest with these words is that morality isn't the whole picture. In the realm of the Transcendent, I believe there is no moral polarity--Good versus Evil will not have the same meaning it does for us humans in this contextual field called life/earth. This is going to sound amazing to many, and quite possibly cruel to many others, but I believe that we create our own reality/lives. Susan Smith's children and the victims of the Holocaust
created their destiny, on a Soul level, because they wanted to experience those experiences. To be clearer, their Souls wished to have these experiences, even if their conscious Minds had no recollection of this.
I can't prove any of this, this is just a matter of personal belief to me. I believe that nothing is an accident; everything happens for a reason. Furthermore, I believe that
we create our reality, from a Soul level, for the sheer joy of experiencing experience--God gets to know God in this way. This is a very Eastern concept--that of the universe being
lila, God's Divine Game or Play. In this sense, life very much matters, but life transcends our understanding of it. Susan Smith's children did
not die in that dark lake--their bodies did. They themselves, the essences of who they are, endure still--they are eternal, existing before they manifested as Susan Smith's children and enduring beyond the demise of those identities. We
transcend our earthly identities--we are not our earthly identities.
Some key words for these concepts--monism; Abhinavagupta; Kashmir Saivism;
lila. I find an "austere compassion" in these systems of belief. Many find them hard and unappealing, but the Truth need not be comforting, at least not in an ordinary sense. I value Truth over Comfort.
Hope this helps in understanding where I'm coming from. I may sound harsh in this, but I think I'm actually offering another way of looking at things, a way that offers freedom from illusion and needless suffering.
Peace,
From the one playing as Scott