Good monring BetterMost!
Had two dreams that refused to let me sleep last night. lmao! I'm not sure what either of them mean.
The first was about me and my dad, building a large chainlink fence around our house. Why? Because we were convinced that during the night, zombies were coming, and this was going to keep them out.
The second one, I was in a strange house, with a guy who had some issues. He wasn't exactly 'special needs', but the elevator definitely go all the way to the top. I was trying to help him find his escaped parakeet before his cat found it and ate it.
I expect the men in white coats and the big net any day now.........
Happy Hump Day to everyone, and here is today's poem!
the Undone Puzzle
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Sitting here, thinking that life makes no sense
Its all jumbled, like the letters on the keyboard
That is in front of me, at work
All out of sequence, and meaning nothing
I type, and force them to fit, to make sense
Put them into sequence, and into form
So why is it I can figure out this puzzle
But my life feels like a jigsaw
That has been carelessly poured out of its box
Into a pile on the floor
And then left there, a mess to be figured out later
Because it is too hard to make sense out of right now
What does not kill you makes you stronger
I believe that
But strength has limits
And Im getting tired of having mine tested
While I put on a happy face
So that no one will be concerned
Besides, if its my life, and I cant figure it out
How can anyone else do that for me
And doesnt that defeat the purpose of living anyway
To learn as you live
If you have someone else giving you the answers
Still sitting here, while there is a pile of work
Sitting next to me, to be processed
While I look for motivation to get it done
Instead of letting my mind wander
And go where it should not
And be where it should not
Is it go home time yet?
I want to walk in the park
And at least feel like I did something today
That was to my benefit
Other than just sitting here
Doing nothing
And wondering if Im on the right path
looking at the pile
needing to get the puzzle together