Oh, Studly. My old friend.
It's so awful and wonderful to be in contact again. I hope you know that since we old Tremblay-ites faded into other things, I've often thought about you and hoped fervently that you were well and happy. We've never actually met each other, but you hold a special place in my heart, you know that? It's odd how people crawl in there and take up residence in your memory.
I know these aren't the best circumstances, but just seeing your name up there lightened my heart just a fraction on this heavy, heavy day.
The same goes for so many of you: Ndatmo, Elle, Ednbarby, Isabelle, Starboardlight, Henrypie, Newyear, Roland, Kelda, Yaadpyar, Nicpic - and oh, so may of you whose names I can't pull out of my sad brain, but I still love so much.
Jmmgallagher, I was so desperately glad to see your name. Do you know how worried I've been about you over the last couple of years? When the History Boys movie came out, I went and thought of you, and hoped you were well enough to admire Dominic Cooper's bootie. Please tell me you're feeling better and in bootie-admiring form these days. I mean, not today, but...well...yesterday, maybe.
I've missed you, all. Really. My heart is so full, I can barely stand it.