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Offline Shakesthecoffecan

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Re: I miss you on weekends
« Reply #190 on: June 27, 2007, 03:33:27 pm »
I too am glad to hear you and Bill remain good friends, and I hope for you , soon, a love that will sweep you off your feet or what ever is the equivalent your generation has!

Peace! :D
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Re: I miss you on weekends
« Reply #191 on: June 28, 2007, 03:16:57 am »
I too am glad to hear you and Bill remain good friends, and I hope for you , soon, a love that will sweep you off your feet or what ever is the equivalent your generation has!

Peace! :D

I couldn't have said it any better than that so I'll just restate it for emphasis!

peace ;)
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Lean on me, let our hearts beat in time,
Feel strength from the hands that have held you so long.
Who cares where we go on this rugged old road
In a world that may say that we're wrong.

...Cause I know - A love that will never grow old.

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Re: I miss you on weekends
« Reply #192 on: June 28, 2007, 09:17:35 pm »
I'm waiting! That special man should come any day, and i hope it's today or tomorrow!



my sister's cousin wants to take me to some gay bars to 'get laid.'      :o
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Re: I miss you on weekends
« Reply #193 on: June 29, 2007, 12:27:14 pm »
It is about time you made the trip, but I feel a bit protective of you "getting laid". I find myself wanting your first time to be something beautiful and spiritual, like Aaron and Christian in Latter Days.  (This is not the right scene, but you get the idea)
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Re: I miss you on weekends
« Reply #194 on: June 29, 2007, 03:11:08 pm »



         Its time to watch that movie again.  Thanks for the idea Truman...



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Re: I miss you on weekends
« Reply #195 on: June 29, 2007, 03:52:13 pm »
i started to watch that movie, and i've seen parts of it. Wesley A. Ramsey is hot, though. I think that's his name.


Bill's mom called me a psycho, and another friend of mine's dad called me one too!


i'm going to town to see Bill tomorrow ;D
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Re: I miss you on weekends
« Reply #196 on: July 07, 2007, 12:04:19 am »
so i saw Bill on Saturday...it was fun.

thats all i got to say about that. Other than we spent so much time just to see Keli >:(


i got high with Bill...and we went walking on the Amish trail (where the Amish ride their bikes and buggies). He's so stupid when he's high, and i can't help but to smile. I felt like the Joker  :D



i'm trying to get rid of this obsession! I can't stop thinking about him. PLEASE someone tell me how i should deal with this. I've told myself that he's straight, but i can't help but feel twitter-patted with him (twitter-patted means 'falling in love' it's from Bambi  :)   )   i think i already fell. that makes me a sad panda

but, i'm trying...

me and my mom argue A LOT. It's an everyday thing now


I'm also trying to get over the jealousy. But it's painful


I've been in the mood to watch Brokeback Mountain lately


i just watched Legends of the Fall for the 1st time

acting: 8/10
appeal: 9/10
effecting: 8.5/10 (i cried a lot, but i wasn't left with anything)
music: 8/10

overrall: 7/10   this is not an average



I watched a James Dean documentary, and it depressed me so much. I felt like i was at the epitome of sadness. His immature death is so sad. I'm reading Val Holley's biography of him. Than i'm reading a fictional book called "The Rebel" which takes place after JD's death and he's been reincarnated and he 'changes the world with his second chance.' He also beds Marilyne Monroe, LMAO!

I think about James Dean A LOT. I'm still trying to get my sister to watch his three movies.

I found some of JD's tv work on youtube! Imagine that...he was good...too good to be true






its unsettling how this picture is Jesus-like  :-\

i also found a nude picture of him

I really like Billie Holiday's music

i'm listening to her duet with Louie Armstrong "My Funny Valentine"

beautiful




"He was very afraid of being hurt. He was afraid of opening up in case it was turned around and used against him."


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Re: I miss you on weekends
« Reply #197 on: July 07, 2007, 08:08:09 am »
i'm trying to get rid of this obsession! I can't stop thinking about him. PLEASE someone tell me how i should deal with this. I've told myself that he's straight, but i can't help but feel twitter-patted with him (twitter-patted means 'falling in love' it's from Bambi     )   i think i already fell. that makes me a sad panda

but, i'm trying...


time will take care of it....eventually. I know that is small comfort right now.

You need to look at spending time with other people. Maybe if you could meet other gay teens you could find someone else to hang around with?

and I am concerned about the getting high thing, Phoenix. That is NOT a good habit to get into....

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Re: I miss you on weekends
« Reply #198 on: July 07, 2007, 11:40:13 am »
oh, getting high is just something to do on the side. I'm NEVER going to let it run my life. I want to be successful, and i will be. I'm not going to be a full-time pothead
"He was very afraid of being hurt. He was afraid of opening up in case it was turned around and used against him."


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Re: I miss you on weekends
« Reply #199 on: July 08, 2007, 06:59:02 pm »

Phoenix
Something for you, as promised on my blog.. A JD wall for ya.





The picture on the bottom left was taken on the set of Giant.  I thought I'd add it in here.

Enjoy it.

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