Well, I did some catch up, so I came across this post.

Seriously, I still couldn't fully understand why people doubt my intention. Timing is a big reason, that I know. But I don't think I wrote anything that indicated my intention otherwise (no way for me to go back self-assessing each post now since Foxinator wiped off my positing history.) It's just my personality that I tend to stay in the back (lurking) when things are happy, but don't want to shy away when my support is needed. And I am stubborn. I think I may start off on the wrong foot with some fellow posters when I indicated that I wanted to help fighting the trolls. But I was telling the truth since it was the real reason why I started to post. Without the trolls I won't even work up the courage to post may be for another 6 months. I mentioned in a couple earlier posts that I started to read BBM since Dec. and followed a few poster to PT since it was established, that is why I know all the details and history on PT. Regarding bump good threads. Those posts were long gone when I post the links. I literately spent an hour digging out the links from thousands of files in my internet history. My thought at the time was admin would be able to restore the posts once we provided them the links. I was pretty sure that they can do it if they were willing to help. I am not a computer geek, but know a few things about systems. And I never PMed Nicole. Either that was a troll impersonating me or she mixed up names.
I have tried my best to fight the trolls and hold on as long as I could. I am not done with the troll yet, if some other smarter guys figure out a way I will be giving them a hand too. But troll fighting does not mean I can't use some peace and quiet, and some intelligent conversation.

So here I am.
In a way I am glad that I catch your attention, thought it was not positive

I don't hold anything against anyone. I totally get your concerns at the time as I find myself in the same boat now when a fellow troll fighter mentioned a few people indicated interest to join in the troll fighting effort.
Just something I feel I need to say in my defense. Let this be the end of this whole drama.
Once again, I am happy to be here.
