That is so funny Eric...I know how you feel.. I have days when i would love to cut loose on people too....You are doing a great job and dont cut yourself short,,,,i hope we have music in colorado,,,,it is such a memory bringer...It is so much easier to remember good times,,,or even bad ones if you have a music background....I have had the opinion that 1/3 of the impact of Brokeback Mountain the movie, was provided my the perfectly coordinated music....janice