oh god
This past 2 weeks have been....kinda bad.
So on Friday (Feb. 16th) Bill came over and he spent the night. We ordered some pizzas and we had some fun. It was a pretty good sleepover. We stayed up all night, and he left the next morning. Naturally, i was crestfallen when he left...
Well, he called later that day and we were chatting. I asked him if he wanted to come to the movies with me and my mom. I tried to help him fix his computer via cell phone. Well, his mom's girlfriend, Jackie, came home and she is known as being very, very bitchy (pardon my language).
Bill didn't hang up the cell phone when Jackie started yelling at him
She was pushing him, and she was yelling uncontrollably. She yelled "Do you want me to kill you?" And i was shaking....i was getting so upset, because she was yelling at him for no reason. It was horrible. After the fight, he told me "welcome to my life." I made sure he remembered that my house is opened for him anytime.
I told my mom about Jackie, and she called Bill's mom and threatened to call children services. Bill's mom cried to my mom on the phone, and when i got to talk to her, i started to cry. I couldn't keep my head straight.
Bill called me later, and he didn't sound like himself. It was like some messed up paradox. He was making excuses for Jackie, and using her bad childhood as an excuse for her bitching (she is 46!).
He said that the highlight of his life is talking to me
At this time....I'm worried that mine and Bill's friendship is being torn apart, but he says that it's not.
So he comes to the movies with us, and Jackie calls his cell phone....
He sucks up to her, and my mom goes nuts. I have to tell my mom to calm down. My mom knows what's going on, and she knows a**holes.
He spends the night again. He asks if I'm mad at him...I say yes. And i told him why. He was making excuses for Jackie.
The night doesn't go so well.
He tells me to hold in there.
I called him the next day (MONDAY)
I told him i'm just very over protective of my friends.
He kind of understood.
Next day at school, he told me I freaked him out when i was all 'emotional.'
I wrote a poem called LIAR about it
He didn't get to go to Kelly's party...and that depressed me.
So...we both signed up for our school's Cow Pie Eating Contest
But, Friday (23rd) they picked random people to participate at an assembly, and we weren't picked.
I couldn't find him afterwards.
Yesterday (Saturday, 24th) he called. He said his mom insisted that he should spend the night. My mom complains. She doesn't trust him anymore..because of his dealings with Jackie...
We had fun. I picked on him a lot. I would put him in a headlock, and i even picked him up like a baby. We had some fun....
But we did argue a tad...I put my hand on his shoulder, and he asked if i was 'hitting on him.' I was caught off guard. I 'joked' and said yes. We got into a very awkward little thing. I put him in headlock, and i said "I love you like a brother....." and i think he took it wrongly. I embarrassed myself, and i told him i didn't mean to grope on him, i was just trying to show compassion. He said it was okay, and that i didn't do anything wrong.
he is such a good guy, but i felt very bad about going too far.
We've decided that we are going to get an apartment together after high school (well, kind of anyway). We want to make a movie/band/video game together. I hope i didn't ruin anything with my over-display of affection....
When he left (about an hour ago) today (25th, Oscar night) he was apathetic. He was glad to leave.