Hiya friends.
Today it's really hit me how much the internet is a blessing as well as a curse.
The internet is what connected me to all of you, to my fellow "Brokies". It broadened my horizons, and expanded my social circle by tenfold, if not more.
It got me to meet you face to face, to see your smiles, share laughs and tears and hugs.
But there is a dark side as well. Because it bridges the distance, we can stay in touch, but when something monumental happens, we can't physically be there for each other.
Today I'm losing my big brother Richard. We're all losing a friend. But we're spread out and unable to be there for each other. If this was happening to one of my friends in town, we'd all be at the hospital together holding each other. With this situation, all we have are words on a screen, or voices over a phone.
This may sound bad, but I'm glad that the big bosses came into work the past two days, and I had to take down the Brokie pics from my cube. I don't think I'd be able to get into work on Monday and look at Rich's pics there.