More from Chapter 35:
Ennis had clearly been bored at work once more, ruminating while cleaning out stalls, perhaps, because it became clear halfway through the finger food that he was already hard and holding back from putting his hands on Ellery, his eyes drifting again and again to his bare chest, the dark line of hair wandering south of his flat belly, and Ellery smiled at him, winking, each time he caught his wandering eye travelling over his body.
“You are a caution, boy,” he said softly. “I never felt so pretty in my life.”
“Pretty ain’t the word. More like... delicious,” Ennis said, popping a cherry tomato in his mouth and squishing it between his teeth. “I got plans fer you.”
and then, later...
“That was real fun, sweetheart.”
“Yeah. Thought a that one all day.”
Ellery grinned. Real glad you are in the horse business, it brings out yer creative streak.”
“Yeah, don’t it...” Ennis said, blushing slightly as he rolled onto his side, looking at him, brushing the hairs away to look down into the pale face. “You doin okay?”
“You asked me that already.”
“I’m kinda worried, cause a that thing, with yer former.”
“Yeah, well. It’s in the past, Ennis. Yer in the present, an I am likin what’s happenin here, an that is all that matters now.”
“Yer sure...”
“Yeah. I had a bad dream. Couple nights ago. No big deal, but it bothered me.”
“What was it about?”
“I had a dream Beagle came home drunk an raped me.”
“Jesus. That ever happen?”
“No. That’s why it bothered me. But I figured... I must still be mad at him for what he done an that’s how I felt when I woke up from the dream, real mad at em for just usin me as a fuck toy an then leavin me for a girl. Not too hard ta figure out when ya have basic psychology.”
“Yeah, but it feels like shit,” Ennis said.
“That is for damn sure. But I feel real good right now Ennis. That’s all I wanna think about right now, is how good I feel, an how much I love you right now.”
”Okay. You can tell me if ya need to... if anythin.. bothers ya.”
“I know.”
Ennis leaned over and brushed Ellery’s cheek gently with his thumb. “You are real precious ta me darlin. That’s why I spend all day thinkin about new ways ta love ya. I want ya ta know.”
“Oh, I know. Right now I feel... real delicious.”
Ennis’s face stilled. “Shit, I left all that stuff on the patio. We’ll have skunks by mornin. You stay there, this won’t be long.” He slid out of bed and put on his cutoffs, and distantly, Ellery heard the bang of utensils and plates as Ennis cleaned up the patio from their interrupted meal, drifting off, thinking idly to himself... if only I coulda dreamed about this when I fell asleep the other night. And that was his last thought before he fell into a peaceful slumber, spreadeagled on the bed.
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