That's a good idea Shasta.
Fortunately I have plenty of money saved and my house is mostly paid for. And yes, there's always Dad's house too - I'm over here a lot of the time anyway. I'm at Dad's right now!
As far as the panic attacks, I've found if I think about them, I can feel another one try to happen. I guess I begin to "panic" about having another panic attack because they are so dreadful. The last one I had was a little after noon today and I've been feeling okay since I took that pill. But if I start thinking about it.......