11/20
Mine and Bill's relationship is becoming more and more like this song...
"Solitude"
How many times have you told me you love herAs many times as I've wanted to tell you the truthHow long have I stood here beside you
I
live through you
You looked through meOoh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you
How many times have I done this to myself
How long will it take before I see
When will this hole in my heart be mended
Who now is left alone but me
Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true
Everyone leaves me stranded
Forgotten, abandoned, left behind
I can't stay here another nightYour secret admirer
Who could it be
Ooh, Can't you see
All along it was me
How can you be so blind
As to see right through meAnd Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you
Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only trueand i just got a call from my ex, her mother just died....figures.
Today was a great day till post-school. I was walking with Bill, when he leaned against a locker and gave me one of those looks that says 'please leave, i wanna be with my new girl friend.' I knew he was 'in love' with a girl (friend of my ex's actually) but i had no idea that they were going out. I should be happy for him, but i'm just so pissed and sad.
today turned out to be crappy.
my poor ex, i hope she works things out