My sweet Jack. (((((((((((((Jack))))))))))))) I thank you for the offer to help me. I so
dearly wish I could go. More than anything in the whole wide world. I tried yesterday to
make a daily excursion, to see how it went. I didn't do anything really, but just ride around in the car. By the time I got home I was in such tears of pain, I had to lay down and go to bed immediately. With all the medicine I have you would think that I could
overcome stuff like that, but no. My husband said there was no way he wanted me to
go. ( I think he is scared I will conk out) anyway: I really appreciate the offer. I don't
want to go, and cause more trouble for people than they are already dealing with. I will
be there in all my mind and soul. I love all of you, so much, for all you did for Rich. He
was like a son to me. I am so thrilled he found his true love, and his great life. He so
deserved it. He turned around after he had learned his lifes lesson, and helped others to
do the same. No greater gift can anyone give, than the gift of understanding and love,
for his fellows. He was truly a shining example of the meaning and gift of Brokeback
Mountain, and the lessons Ennis taught him. Janice
