Wow, I had a really interesting conversation today with a professor of Japanese art and three other people I know during which,
I couldn't wait to get to my computer and post here. It was a long convoluted discussion and at a certain point the professor ended up talking about one of the key ways that yin and yang is understood in Chinese philosophy. He actually drew a yin and yang symbol and explained that it's often understood as symbol for a way in which Confucianism and Taoism intersect and are linked, but are also opposites in lots of ways. And at another point he started explaining a major feature of Taoism, which is that the idea of "nothing" is really important. An understanding of a state of "nothingness" is considered an exulted, almost triumphant thing... reaching "nothing" is part of the idea of striving for something like nirvana or can be considered a state beyond the stress and turmoil of average existence, etc. I truly don't understand this very well myself, but I thought this was worth reporting. If anyone knows anything more about this topic, I'd love to hear more. We were talking about Japanese woodblock prints with the professor and
all I could think about was this thread and Ennis and the number of times Ennis uses the word "nothing" in BBM... (if this isn't an obsession... I don't know what is)...
Of course the key moments when Ennis talks about "nothing" are "It's because of you Jack that I'm like this. I'm nothing, I'm nowhere." and then with Alma Jr. "If you don't got nothing you don't need nothing."
So, if we think about Ennis truly in terms of yin and yang and for the sake of argument think of "nothing" as a positive thing (since in Taoism it seems possible to think of nothing as a good thing), then his statement to Jack is
really interesting. I don't quite know how to understand his statement to Alma other than to note he seems to be saying he's content with his nothingness or simple, spare existence. I certainly think there's another, and probably more obvious, way to interpret all the "nothings" that come out of Ennis's mouth... I think of them as signs of low self-esteem or manifestations of his internalized homophobia, etc. But, I think it's really interesting that even the word "nothing" can be taken in two opposite ways.