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Offline Bucky

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Re: I miss you on weekends
« Reply #50 on: November 18, 2006, 07:07:40 pm »
RebelwithSadness,

I think you are playing it smart by waiting because if you rush it you could scare Bill off and that is what you don't want to do.  You should just show him what a good friend you are like you have been doing.  Eventually he will come around and at the right time he will tell you that he loves you and then you can tell him that is how you feel.  I remember when I was a 19 year old in college I suspected that a guy liked me a lot(well loved me) but he was worth the wait for me at that time in my life.  I was afraid of scaring him off so I didn't tell him that I loved him too until he was brave enough to just say it to me and mean it.  Then I told him how I felt and we had eight wonderful months together.  It didn't last but that is another story and we did have eight great months that I will always treasure.

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Re: I miss you on weekends
« Reply #51 on: November 19, 2006, 03:38:52 pm »
 :'(


People and their sad stories :( Why didn't it work out, Bucky? You have to tell me know :P

I have one right now for you


Friday, the 17th, my nephew was kidnapped by his father, and my sister was wigging out. My mom, who is a 5'3, 47 year old knome says she'll kill my nephews dad, and drive my sister and her son to Canada ::)

thats great. We're getting him back, one way, or another.


http://www.stupidvideos.com/video//animals/the_exorism_of_fluffy/

watch this video, turn up your speakers, this is hilarious!!!!!


Bill gave me a short story of his to read, and i liked it, but so many mistakes, almost like her rushed through it :-\

there's a new song out, The Kill by 30 Seconds to Mars, which is a great song!!!!

the lead singer is Jerad Leto, who is an actor. He played Hephaestion in Alexander (2004)
I might be the only person who loves that movie
"He was very afraid of being hurt. He was afraid of opening up in case it was turned around and used against him."


Heaven holds a sense of wonder

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Re: I miss you on weekends
« Reply #52 on: November 19, 2006, 04:59:12 pm »
have you ever read Mary Renaults novels about Alexander? I think you would enjoy them

Fire From Heaven
The Persian Boy
Funeral Games

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Re: I miss you on weekends
« Reply #53 on: November 19, 2006, 07:22:13 pm »
I loved Alexander, in fact it might be time to watch it again. How Colin Ferell was able to shoot an entire sceen with out a cigarette is beyond me.
"It was only you in my life, and it will always be only you, Jack, I swear."

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Re: I miss you on weekends
« Reply #54 on: November 19, 2006, 09:49:30 pm »
I loved Alexander, in fact it might be time to watch it again. How Colin Ferell was able to shoot an entire sceen with out a cigarette is beyond me.


hahaha! I love Colin Farrell. He is, IMO, the hottest male actor of all time! I thought he did well in Alexander (once again, i MUST be the only one who thinks so)  ::)


i love Alexander a lot. Its sad :(
"He was very afraid of being hurt. He was afraid of opening up in case it was turned around and used against him."


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Re: I miss you on weekends
« Reply #55 on: November 21, 2006, 09:37:42 pm »
11/20

Mine and Bill's relationship is becoming more and more like this song... :'(


"Solitude"

How many times have you told me you love her
As many times as I've wanted to tell you the truth
How long have I stood here beside you
I live through you
You looked through me


Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you

How many times have I done this to myself
How long will it take before I see
When will this hole in my heart be mended
Who now is left alone but me

Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true

Everyone leaves me stranded
Forgotten, abandoned, left behind
I can't stay here another night


Your secret admirer
Who could it be

Ooh, Can't you see
All along it was me
How can you be so blind
As to see right through me


And Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you

Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true






and i just got a call from my ex, her mother just died....figures.



Today was a great day till post-school. I was walking with Bill, when he leaned against a locker and gave me one of those looks that says 'please leave, i wanna be with my new girl friend.' I knew he was 'in love' with a girl (friend of my ex's actually) but i had no idea that they were going out. I should be happy for him, but i'm just so pissed and sad.


today turned out to be crappy.

my poor ex, i hope she works things out
« Last Edit: November 22, 2006, 06:47:51 pm by RebelWithSadness »
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Re: I miss you on weekends
« Reply #56 on: November 21, 2006, 10:48:34 pm »
You should send a card. They'll appreciate it.
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Re: I miss you on weekends
« Reply #57 on: November 22, 2006, 06:47:24 pm »
i was thinking about it. I think i will, since i'm not having thanksgiving this year >:(
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Re: I miss you on weekends
« Reply #58 on: November 27, 2006, 10:49:11 pm »
ThanksGiving Weekend........



I didn't have a good day today (27th) my older brother visited, but he did nothing but bring me down. I felt very self-loathing, and i just don't know why. I miss Bill, its been 5 days. He sent me a email and he ended it 'write me back.'  :)

I was so happy that someone wants to listen to me, most of all him. He's lending me a CD.

my favorite pro wrestler retired, and she was made fun of in her last match. A true tragic ending to a goddess.

I've cried a couple of times today, it just hasn't been my night.

my older brother refuses to watch Brokeback, he says he doesn't want to waste his time.

rather sad.

He's always been a little homophobic, but loving, but also very mean :laugh:

"He was very afraid of being hurt. He was afraid of opening up in case it was turned around and used against him."


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Re: I miss you on weekends
« Reply #59 on: November 28, 2006, 02:32:46 pm »
So I gather you have not come out to your family. I can relate to that, it is a lonely place.

But it will get better.  ;D

Hang in there, you have lost of friends here who will listen to you.
« Last Edit: November 29, 2006, 11:54:20 am by shakestheground »
"It was only you in my life, and it will always be only you, Jack, I swear."