Good grief sweetheart no wonder your so depressed. ((((((((optom)))))))))) The things that have happened to you and your family are just terrible beyond words. I,m afraid your a better person than me then, because I would certainly want the death penalty for the scum that commited these henious crimes. I understand what your saying about two wrongs dont make a right, but for henious crimes so as these it,s the only thing they deserve. I sincerely wish you and your family all the love and luck in the world. I think you could all certainly do with some. I know I,m across the pond but I,m sending you all a BIG load of hugs and kisses anyway.
Souxi. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
It is odd really.Before all this happened I used to think if anyone harmed any of my family,they would not need the death penalty,becauseI would do the job.I used to think up hideous tortures,they had to die really slowly and painfully.Then the worst happened to 2 members of my family and I changed.I was so wrapped up in trying to help them recover,there was little time to think of anything else.Don't get me wrong I am no saint,I just found that if I let myself be consumed with hate and it wa difficult not to do,I could not help either my husband or son.
My husband is fine now.My son is even more damaged than he was before.But wanting to torture or kill the boy does not solve anything.The 1st time I made myself go into the Publix where he works part time.I was ready just to stick a knife in him,followed by castration and anything else you care to imagine.
I nstead when he offered to bag for me,I said I am -------- mother and I would rather you did not contaminate anything else of mine.IT was said pretty loudly,other customers looked and he knew what I meant.
I hd to get out pretty quick thouh as I was sweating and hyperventilating.He will get his punishment one day,as will the gunman.What goes round comes round.I just hope it is soon.I sometimes think omeone out there is having one heck of a good life,beacause I seem to be getting a double dose of crap!!!!!
I even read that book the secret at the start of the year.Stillw iting for my glorious epiphany.!!!!!!