A horrible way to bring Brokeback Mountain back in to my life, but that's how I'm going to grieve. It has been a long time since I watched the movie, mostly because I had watched it so much that I no longer drew the same emotional response to it. I had overwatched and overthought it and all I could think about while watching is that it was only a movie and that I was silly for getting as in to it as I had.
I watched a couple scenes out of it today and cried harder then I ever had before. Heath's life lives on through the greatest performance any film has ever seen.