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Re: For help dealing with sadness ...
« Reply #30 on: January 29, 2008, 12:25:56 am »
What the hell is it about today?! Yesterday for about a nano second I thought some of this sadness was starting to to shift. Today I have been crying for 3 hours. I get by at work because I am distracted and the brief moments that my thoughts return to him and I feel myself about to slide I can pull together. I know this will pass and I know I just have to feel what I feel until it does.

I had already planned to get a tattoo to commemorate my Brokeback experience and now I am even more determined. I have a rough idea what I want and I want to get it on April 4th.

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Re: For help dealing with sadness ...
« Reply #31 on: January 29, 2008, 12:36:59 am »
What the hell is it about today?! Yesterday for about a nano second I thought some of this sadness was starting to to shift. Today I have been crying for 3 hours. I get by at work because I am distracted and the brief moments that my thoughts return to him and I feel myself about to slide I can pull together. I know this will pass and I know I just have to feel what I feel until it does.

I had already planned to get a tattoo to commemorate my Brokeback experience and now I am even more determined. I have a rough idea what I want and I want to get it on April 4th.

{{{RouxB}}}  I think that's a nice idea about the tattoo.  It seems a very, very fitting tribute to Heath/ the Brokie experience. 

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Re: For help dealing with sadness ...
« Reply #32 on: January 29, 2008, 03:22:52 am »

It's really striking me how much this has really, truly become our reality with regards to Heath: 

"nothing could be done about it, and if you can't fix it you've got to stand it."
 :'( :'( :'(





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Re: For help dealing with sadness ...
« Reply #33 on: January 29, 2008, 03:25:49 am »
What the hell is it about today?! Yesterday for about a nano second I thought some of this sadness was starting to to shift. Today I have been crying for 3 hours. I get by at work because I am distracted and the brief moments that my thoughts return to him and I feel myself about to slide I can pull together. I know this will pass and I know I just have to feel what I feel until it does.

I had already planned to get a tattoo to commemorate my Brokeback experience and now I am even more determined. I have a rough idea what I want and I want to get it on April 4th.

(((Rouxb)))

When I sit at my desk and my minds wanders and I take a deep breath, thinking about Heath, it gives me comfort to know that somewhere in the world, someone is doing the same.

I think the tattoo is a great idea. Go for it.  :)
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Re: For help dealing with sadness ...
« Reply #34 on: January 29, 2008, 04:46:44 pm »
I had already planned to get a tattoo to commemorate my Brokeback experience and now I am even more determined. I have a rough idea what I want and I want to get it on April 4th.

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