Chapter 43:
Bruce Senior was looking at him soberly. “I told him to call you, Mr. Cantrell. I knew he probably wouldn’t on his own.”
“I don’t understand.” Ellery’s mind was racing now as he stared at the man across from him.
“I always knew somethin went badly wrong when he came down here to go to college, an he never told me what it was. He dropped his scholarship, came home unannounced, and in September he announced a shotgun engagement. We whipped together a wedding for em because he asked us to, an we were not surprised it didn’t last. I thought it was providence when a friend of his showed up in my hospital room saying he knew him in Laramie. Then the D.A., this Marigold jackass, told me, that you were...was he lying?”
“You can say the word, Eagleton, the technical term is homosexual,” Ellery said, his voice dry, clipped. “No, he wasn’t lying.”
Eagleton nodded, looking as uncomfortable as Ellery felt. “That’s when I knew. It was you, wasn’t it?”
“If you are askin about the nature a my relationship with yer son I think you’d better ask em yerself,” Ellery said, a little too archly.
“I did. An he said it was you.”
Ellery said nothing, working hard to keep his eyes on Eagleton’s face.
“You were the reason he dropped out a school. He was running away from you.”
“He did a damn good job of it too,” Ellery said.
“Well there are things ya can’t run away from. I ain’t like the good old boys. I know the law, I know that while I never woke up in the mornin wishin for my son to grow up gay, I don’t think it’s what they call a mental illness.”
“Mightly liberal of you Counselor,” Ellery said, and it sounded sarcastic.
“I know I am probably makin you real uncomfortable, an I am sorry. But I told Bruce I wanted em to come clean an deal with this thing an if he didn’t I was gonna put some pressure on em.”
Ellery’s heart fell. So, Beagle had not called him on the strength of his own conscience, but on his father’s. He had been right not to expect him to call himself.
“Mr. Cantrell I told em I had spoke ta you, that you’re a good an decent person, an maybe if he got a good look at that he might think a little different about himself. I love my son, an right now he is doin his best to go to hell in a handbasket.”
“I... I think you understand that for professional reasons there isn’t anythin I can say ta corroborate what you are talkin about in my office, here. In addition there are some extenuatin circumstances that make this a really inappropriate topic right now,” Ellery said, his tongue feeling like wool in his mouth.
“I’m sorry. I would have asked you to come out an have a drink an talk it over outside the office but I didn’t want you to get the wrong idea.”
Ellery smiled wryly at that. “I don’t think I would a got the idea you were tryin ta ask me on a date, Counselor, no fear a that.”
Eagleton blushed then. “Anyway, you agreed ta see him?”
Ellery nodded. “He said a couple a weeks or so.”
“He has a business trip ta go on an he... he’s gonna talk to his psychiatrist first. I’ll tell you this much about Bruce... he’s been in the hospital a couple of times. Psychiatric hospital.”
“Oh.” Once again Ellery felt a sense of disorientation, as if he were reevaluating moment by moment his attitudes and feelings about Beagle. “All right.”
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