Heath Ledger - the grieving thread

[Katie77]

And I agree with you on the poem Gary.......it is beautiful and easy to see a vision of Heath while reading it........

[ptannen]

. . . and I add my welcome to Bettermost, RedAzaelia, too!

Pete

[ptannen]

Laura -

Thank you for both of your pictures and words on this thread.

Pete

[ptannen]

My mind keeps replaying the moment Mike told me about Heath's death right after I got home from work on Tuesday evening. He assumed I knew about it. My mind replays his question, 'you heard Heath Ledger died, right?'. I must have repeated it half a dozen times aloud, along with, "he's what?", but it still didn't sink in.

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Chris}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

Pete

[Kelda]

Welcome Roryennis...xxx

[Sharon]

I found this beautiful Heath Tribute on You Tube today.

Heath Ledger Tribute RIP 1979-2008

[youtube=425,350]http://de.youtube.com/watch?v=Q2alCldKunc[/youtube]

[Nikita111]

I thank you for your advices, guys. I am a very sensitive person. Everytime my pet died I was like crazy couldn't accept it, deal with it. I am very bad in dealing with death. I still have the stress chemicals in my body like you said and I have an exam on Wednesday. I am not able to study, it just make me even more stressed out that it hurts.

In addition my dad who is in remission with bladder cancer started to have blood in urine yesterday. So it probably means the tumour is back. I just feel so weak so worn out. I have my psychologist but I have an appointment in the middle of February.

I am afraid that this time I will not handle it. it is too much. 

[Sharon]

Nikita,

it is ok to be a sensitive person. I understand you.
I`m sorry to hear about the fact that your father is not well.

If you are feeling really, really bad and think that you can`t handle it,
you should go to your psychologist without an appointment.
Just go and tell him about your pain and stress.
He can help you to handle it better, take some days off.

Hugs to you

[MaineWriter]

I thank you for your advices, guys. I am a very sensitive person. Everytime my pet died I was like crazy couldn't accept it, deal with it. I am very bad in dealing with death. I still have the stress chemicals in my body like you said and I have an exam on Wednesday. I am not able to study, it just make me even more stressed out that it hurts.

In addition my dad who is in remission with bladder cancer started to have blood in urine yesterday. So it probably means the tumour is back. I just feel so weak so worn out. I have my psychologist but I have an appointment in the middle of February.

I am afraid that this time I will not handle it. it is too much. 

Just take it one day at a time, Nikita. You're strong, you'll make it through.

L

[roryennis]

Thank you all for welcoming me to this community in this hour of heartache.
I was content to lurk when he was here, but now that he is gone I need to express my feelings so that one day when just the mention of his name I won't get choked up and cry.
Hugs to all
(((((((((HUGS)))))))