GUY RAPHAELSON:
((As Lucise deepens their embrace, Guy tries to yield his body to him, tries to relax the muscles in his body that are struggling to get away, tries to ignore the false pain that he's receiving from his skin.))
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I know..... I'm sorry.....I don't thin....
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((Guy's ragged whisper barely escaped his lips before he collapsed in Lucise's arms, his head falling forward onto Lucise's shoulder, eyes closed and even breath in the slumber of unconsciousness.))
((Lucise could feel Guy going limp in his arms, Guy's head falling on his shoulder.
Lucise slowly moves his arms, loosening his embrace on Guy. He could feel Guy's even
breaths on his neck and the heat emanating from his body .. He could feel his body slowly
responding to being in such close proximity to Guy, their faces so close, their lips only a few inches apart ..))
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%$#& Lucise! This aint the time to get a friggin' boner!
Sh!t, this is getting harder .. and this here is not an easy situation either ..!
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((Lucise, still holding onto Guy, whispers into his ear, tapping ever so slightly on his cheek..))
** Guy ... Guy .. Can you hear me? I think I should take you to bed.
I'll be by your side, I can hold you all night .. I can be there for you.
Guy .. can you hear me? Let me take you to bed .. Guy ..?
**((Lucise closes his eyes for a second ... ))
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What can it feel like to be held intimately, completely in his arms..
.. what can it feel like to have my feelings reciprocated ..
.. what can it feel like to kiss those tender lips, to whisper into his ear, and feel his touch and his hands on my body ..
If only I could convince him and show him how special he is, if only I could show him how much he deserves to be held and ...
Jeez, I am getting way too carried away, talking as if I am in love with him .. Jeez!
We've only known each other..for what? under a week? I can't love him, I don't even know what I feel and what this attraction is ... I just want to be near him.
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** Guy ..? **